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my feet on ice

Comfortably Numb

Just when I am planning on walking for Hospice, I am dealing with a classic Paclitaxel side effect, nephropathy. I thought I’d dodged the bullet. Turns out that this side effect takes a while to show up … sometimes it doesn’t arrive until months AFTER your chemo is done! Bollocks. 

What is nephropathy? 

Essentially, damage to the peripheral nerves – those found in the fingers and toes. This results in numbness and tingling in the hands and / or feet. It feels like my fingers are warming up after being in the cold for a long time … not quite the burning feeling of thawing after frostbite – just the numb feeling. On the toes it feels weird every time you walk. Some people lose all feeling in the balls of the feet. Others have PAIN. Oh please no. NO NO NO

What can I do about it? 

As soon as the numbness and tingling showed up a few weeks ago, I told my Oncologist. She reduced my chemo dosage by 10%, adding offhandedly, “this isn’t the most important part of your treatment anyway. The Herceptin is the important one.” WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW??? I’M DOING CHEMO AND IT’S NOT IMPORTANT?? I nearly had an aneurysm.  

Well reducing the chemo by 10% wasn’t enough for me. What else could I do??

So of course I started to research ways to prevent neuropathy. I found out a couple of things.

Thing One:

“A small study” in October 2017 that was published in the Journal of Cancer Institute showed that treating with extreme cold can prevent neuropathy. (This is referred to as cryotherapy.) In the study they used frozen gloves and socks. So I thought – I can do that!! Small study be damned. Of course mine melted in the cooler bag… so I got ice out of the machine in the chemo suite and put it in a couple of ziplock bags. Yep. Ice. So now when I go in for my chemo, not only do I chew on ice (to prevent mouth sores) but I put bags of ice on my hands and feet. It’s really pleasant. 

ice
The second week one of my ice treatment experiment, one of the nurses gave me chemo transport bags that have a handy sleeve in the side. I could just slide the bag over my sock! No more sticking my feet in my cooler bag…

The premise is that the ice tightens up the blood vessels in the hands and feet – making them so small that the chemo won’t go in them. Makes sense to me.

Of course my nurses have NEVER had anyone do this. NEVER. Ok, the study was in October 2017. And it was one study. But don’t oncologists get briefed on new research?? ACK! I get that the treatment is important … and so it makes sense that it is the focus of the Oncologists and nurses. But why can’t we also work on mitigating the side effects?? Do they not realize how incredibly CRAPPY it is to go through chemo?? 

Anyway. Rant over. 

Thing Two:

The next thing I did was research what can PROTECT nerve endings. Here was the response to an early hit on Google “It is thought that vitamin B6 can aid in reducing neuropathy by maintaining the covering on nerve endings.” Well now. That’s news! So I started to read about Vitamin B-6. Turns out that there are not a whole lot of foods with B-6 in it … and taking supplements makes the medical community flinch since too much B-6 would be BAD. So I’m working on getting my daily dosage through:

  • sunflower seeds
  • prune juice (we all know what that will also help with! … but OMG the taste!!)
  • salmon (wild is VERY high in B6)
  • avacado
  • oatmeal
  • banana 

I’m getting tired of these foods. Just sayin’

What have I noticed?

Since I’ve been packing my extremities in ice and eating a handful of B-6 laden foods my neuropathy has almost completely disappeared. Of course, my chemo has been reduced by 10%, so it could be because of that entirely. But I’m going to do everything I can to prevent it. I need to be ready to walk on May 6th. (shameless plug … )

vaseline

Thin Skin Begins

In an earlier post I mentioned how the killing off of cells in the esophagus and stomach can result in heartburn. Turns out that there are more cells in the gastrointestinal tract that are affected. I’m sure you’ve heard of the mucous membrane. It lines all body passages that communicate with the air, such as the respiratory tract, and have cells and glands that secrete mucus. Makes sense.

When you have chemo, the mucous membrane is affected. Bad things happen. Smart people call it mucositis. 

 

mucositis

The part of this lining that covers the mouth (oral mucosa, go figure), is one of the most sensitive parts of the body and is particularly vulnerable to chemotherapy. You don’t want oral mucositis. Open sores, bleeding gums, pain, pain, discomfort, hard to eat, yuck. So I’ve decided to pass on that side effect. 

An ounce of prevention … 

I’m doing some simple things, like:

  • changing to a soft toothbrush
  • using a less harsh toothpaste 
  • swishing twice / day with flat soda water (you can also use baking soda and water, but YUCK!!)
  • avoiding foods that would irritate the mouth (spicy, acidic, you know all about it…)

I’m also doing something called “oil pulling”. It’s an Ayurvedic practice that is simple and boasts very positive results for oral hygiene. I’ve been doing it since Christmas when my big brother told me about it – and I have already noticed a difference in how my teeth feel. 

How to oil pull: put up to 1 tablespoon of an oil such as sesame, sunflower or coconut in to your mouth (ok, I use about 1 teaspoon) and actively swish it / pull it through your teeth for 20 minutes. No swallowing! Then you spit it out (not in the sink or toilet as it will harden) and rinse with warm water, spit that out (not in sink or toilet), and then brush and floss (gently in my case). I use coconut oil because it also has lauric acid in it, which is apparently very good. Plus it tastes better (not that you taste it, to be honest, but I imagine that it tastes better). 

coconut
I am too lazy to warm it up in the morning so I take a teaspoon of it in its solid state and chew it / let it melt in my mouth. Kinda gaggy, but you get over it. Or you can not be lazy and warm it up.

At first I could only do 5 minutes. But I worked up a few minutes each day and now I have no problem with 20 minutes each morning. And it’s amazing how much I can get done while I’m swishing … light the furnace, chop some wood, make the bed, … 

So far my gums are healthy and I have no indications of any sores developing. I’m sticking with it! 

Sniffle

My nose, however, is starting to suffer. The skin cells are not reproducing any more, the hairs that normally trap the mucous are disappearing, and the membranes are thinning. This results in:

  • dry, crusty nose – feels like there are scabs in there ALL THE TIME
  • bloody bits and smears and chunks in the mucous coming out of my nose (I have a photo, but it’s just too gross)
  • sniffling 
  • did I mention that it feels really dry? 

So I’m working at increasing the humidity in the house – water on the woodstove, vaporisor by my bed. And I LIBERALLY coat the inside of my nose with Vaseline. 

vaseline
Where did this even come from? Kroger mystery. Is there a shelf life on Vaseline? So many questions. 

Apparently, if my nose does start to bleed, it may take a while to stop, since my platelets are affected by chemo. So NO NOSE PICKING! 

Butt wait, there’s more!

On a related note, remember how I was talking about how toxic I am?  The other day I search the Drug Monograph for Paclitaxel in order to see if there are contraindications for the use of essential oils and medical marijuana (that’s for another post, so sorry). There is a section called “elimination” that breaks down exactly how the Paclitaxel is getting out of my body. It says that there are “high concentrations found in bile; 71% excreted in feces in 120 hours”. OK NO WONDER MY ASS WAS ON FIRE!! 

elimination
This drug monograph is 14 pages long. Very informative.

And so you can understand why this mug is my companion, and why I send poop emojis to Annie so that she can be updated. (She loves it. Really.) 

poop mug and me
Sometimes there are fireworks.

Meanwhile, my head is feeling a bit numb / tingly. I think my next post will be about alopecia. Just a guess.